Saturday, September 5, 2009

IN LOVE WITH BASKETBALL ALL OVER AGAIN .......

Its an amazing feeling when you have the ball and you speeding towards your basket and two defense behind you and you with your speed just beat them and go for the drive in and you shoot the ball and it hits the board at the right angle that BINGO its a basket and every body out side just can't stop cheering and that is the most amazing feeling a player can get ... the feeling of converting a basket and making the score high for his team.

Its been a passion for me for years now but no denials i did kind off stop loving my biggest love and yes reasons are many and don't really want to fill the page with all the depressing feelings but what ever the reason was i really don't think about it anymore as i am united with BASKETBALL all over again... OH MY GOD the feeling is like so good and refreshing i feel like the 15 year old girl who when for the first time held the ball in her hand she felt as if this is what was missing in her life and now the same but a bit older girl is getting the same feeling... I am re-living my life it seems but i am glad i am as i would get to play with the same old passion once again.

Basketball has been running in my blood for long now and has made me a better person and even if i grow old the passion now will never die because ITS NOT JUST A GAME ITS MY LIFE....

THIS IS FOR ALL THE BASKETBALL LOVERS AND YES NON LOVERS TOO....GIVE YOUR 100% AND THE GAME WILL GIVE YOU BACK MORE THAN WHAT EVEN YOU COULD HAVE NOT IMAGINED ...

SO I HAVE TO SAY THIS BASKETBALL ROCK'S

with loads of love and luck
MEGHA:)

Friday, July 31, 2009

WAKE UP MAY BE???????

Next level and every thing seems similar to the previous one. People come and tell me you haven't changed in years and i wonder what should i understand by that comment is it for good or for bad.I don't know what i want in life or where i want to be in 10years but still i feel confident that i will be someone surely someone who would be remembered.

Been living all my life with one thing by my side and that is HOPE some how it has always given me strength and i guess that is why i am still the same as my hope has never died and the day it will so will I. All my life i have waited for the wrong to get right , bad to turn good , hatred to love and people to come back . Its weird not much did change but still living with the hope that one day it might.....

Life is difficult i was told once but what i have started noticing is more than life being difficult its challenging and its completely up to oneself how we accept our challenge .

ALL I CAN SAY IS START YOUR DAY WITH A SMILE AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE YOURSELF AND ALL THE CHALLENGES WILL LOOK LIKE A CAKE WALK.....

WITH LOVE
MEGHA :)

Friday, July 3, 2009

LIFE IS LIKE THIS .......

SO MANY THINGS ... SO MANY PEOPLE .. SO MANY PROBLEMS .. SO MANY UNEXPECTED THINGS .. SO MANY FRIENDS .. SO MANY BEST FRIENDS .. SO MANY MEMORIES .. SO MANY SATISFIED THINGS .. SO MANY UNSATISFIED THINGS .. AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS AND HOW WE LIVE THROUGH ALL OF THIS.........

Complications in life is like food with loads of spice if its not there then life is so bland and it also help us know how capable are we to get out of it ourself and also helps us to understand people around us .

Friendship is the most precious gift , Family is everything cant live without them , Love is beautiful and everyone wants to be loved and cared about , Special someone well well we all wish to find ours at a go and wish for the most beautiful life, Happiness is all we work for and yes all of us want a happy ending.......

Dreams - we all have one or maybe many. We want our dreams to come true and we work hard for it also and face so many problems as nothing comes easy ...

Relationships give a smile on our faces as we are with the ones we love but same also give tears when they leave without saying anything or many times saying everything you could never expect they would say and make an excuse for leaving ...

Hate is a very strong word and they are very few people who you can hate but yes Dislike is a simpler version of hate i guess and you do dislike many on this planet.

Problem hmmmm well i cant say about others but problem is my really close friend as i am always into 1 every time and trust me at times its real fun and specially when you out of it and you sit and think about it you can have a nice laugh on it and sometimes we thank god for helping us to get out of it so it actually depends.

Thoughts ohhh now that is the best part we have so many and every one is special and different in there own way.

AND there are so many things we live with in this world and every thing plays a very important role in our life's even a tiny little emotion can change so much in our life ...

SO now its difficult for me to imagine how we actually live with so many things surrounding us and how we actually deal with them and just forget so many things that have happened to us as if they never existed one fine day and have no memories of them or just suppress them .

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND I FEEL LUCKY TO BE IN THIS WORLD EXPERIENCING ALL THE PRECIOUS THINGS LIFE OFFERS ...

MEGHA :)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

WAITING FOR THE SUNRISE........

Its been really a difficult journey full of bumps and problems and what not from past few days . Well no denials because of some special people around me i have been happy also but then some really close relations have just gone out of my hands really could not stop them and just like a numb person i just let them leave....

Whatever happens it happens for good have always been hearing that but this time i don't feel right ,something is surely not right may be just could not chose between old friends and new ones its sad.. but i could not give up my old buddies and i guess some people can never understand that and i cant really make them understand so i am sorry can never choose and will never...

Time heals everything and i hope my healing is done fast ...... but yes will miss them as they were special . I so wish they never asked me to make a choice but i guess my journey with them was till here only and i would never want to look back again as that would only leave me with bad memories and right now i so don't want them...

HOPING FOR THERE GOOD ALWAYS AND WISHING FOR A BRIGHTER TOMORROW

MEGHA

Friday, June 12, 2009

GOSSIP GOSSIP GOSSIP .......;)

Have you ever wondered life without gossip HELL NOOOOOOO ...well that exactly my question was answered and what an interesting conversation it became in the end is like i wish i could record it and actually publish it ...

Alright girls love to gossip and it is not hidden its like one of the facts of life and i am sure every body believes in it and yes girls do love to gossip and even i do but not that much but whatever its fun till the time it does not cause trouble to anyone like i always tell my friends HEALTHY GOSSIP IS AS GOOD AS HEALTHY FLIRTING ...Well no one is harmed you see...

And now let me clear one thing that the question i asked was answered for a change not by a girl but a "BOY" shocking haan ???? well not that much as i always knew that boys did gossip but thanks to my dear friend WHO CONFIRMED they do and yes they love it more than girls do interesting isn't it ...

What actually was interesting to know was that how boys actually sit together and discuss about things like clothes , shoes and what not about other boys they are not found off and get all excited when something new come up and how they even have the time to change the original version by giving some spice to it and make another version and enjoy the taste of there own gossip...

Hmmmm poor girls i must say who thought they had the best idea and ways to gossip but boys have actually excelled more than them in this field as i was in a shock when i got to know what all boys actually gossip about and trust me it was not that easy to get to know all this but alcohol helped alot as my friend blabbered everything out after down with many shots hehehehehe....

WELL now i have a proof that even boys gossip so next time i hope all the gossip blame wont come on us poor girls and thanks to my friend as he not only confirmed that boys love to gossip but also entertained me quite alot ;)

Well i haven't told you his name and i wont but i am sure some of you would know who he is and for the rest let some things be kept a secret ...

ALWAYS ENJOY WHAT YOU DO BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER NOT TO HARM ANYONE ....

GOSSIP CONTINUES ....

MEGHA :)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

WHAT IF ALL OF THIS WAS A FAIRY TALE......

I wish all of this was a fairy tale and so i would have been so sure that there will be a happy ending only and there is no way that it would end in any other way....and then life would have been so easy I waiting for my prince and he comes and rescues me from the devil and then we would have been given the tag -AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY FOREVER AND EVER..... WOW now that is something i always wished to happen with me but i guess we no more live in the land where all these things actually once happened ....

Well now its the 21st century where time is money and all people care about is money and loads of money and with the kind of high expectations and competitions people face in todays world you will see more of enemies than friends and one does not even think once before backstabbing there own blood... i feel ashamed living in this kind of world where money,fame,prestige, have become partners in crime and love is completely neglected loyal and trust worthy people are hardly seen ..mothers also who give birth to there own child abandons him for many luxury reasons and children are no less they kill or throw there old parents for nothing but money .. when i read the newspaper these days every day i get to read the horrible crimes happening just for nothing but money ...people have forgotten how to love or how to even pray and have no fear of the highest power ...why so much of hatred WHY cant we live in the world our grandma or maybe there grandma did ....

Ok if its us WHO DECIDE what path we should walk in then why do we chose the wrong path why cant we think once for everybody but us ..why cant we still be loyal to our loved ones and why cant we not think ten times before loving someone why do we doubt that he/she could be a crook and why cant we love someone unconditionally ... i don't understand why are there conditions in loving someone it should come naturally don't you think well i cant say about others but i do...

How many times do you actually go and visit your relatives or friends??? i am sure hardly and the excuse is always ready but that we are just so busy earning money... its so sad now we give more importance to our luxury we buy from money than our relations with our loved ones which is trust me PRICELESS ...but only if we could understand this ....

well no denials that there are still many people who actually respect all the relations but the ratio of these people is very low and what scares me here is what if they just become extinct ....

AND I SO WISH ALL OF THIS WAS A PART OF A FAIRY TALE WHERE ONE MAGIC SPELL SAID CORRECTLY AND EVERYTHING JUST BECAME AS PURE AND BEAUTIFUL LIKE GOLD AND THERE IS NO HATRED OR NO ONE KILLS OR BETRAYS FOR MONEY....SO I WISH MY WISH COULD COME TRUE


STILL WISHING VERY STRONGLY FOR A HAPPY ENDING...

MEGHA...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Thinking is something we all love to do ... hmmm we are bored we think about how can we make our boring life's interesting and if are happy than we think how should we celebrate our happiness and yes when we are sad we think and all we can do is cry after that because all we think is oh god i suck to the core and the thought of being sad kills us and we like the hopeless people cant stop thinking about the bad that has happened to us and then sulk..

It is very interesting that its us who rule our mind but in the end are ruled by our own minds ...we loose control on our own thoughts and become so dependent on our stupid thoughts ..weird it is at times we do things we don't want to do but still we end up doing it.. Like i know stupid example :- but after a heartbreak our heart does not want to hurt the one WE love but OUR mind rules US and WE imagine ,think all sorts of things and end up harming the person .. well i know at times those people deserve it but who are we to decide that any way...

what i want to say is our thinking can make us into something or just break us completely ..well i remember my friend once very nicely gave an excuse to his wrong doing by saying WHAT TO DO A DEVIL GOT INTO MY HEAD AND DID ALL THE SCHEMING .. very clever of him to think such a horrible excuse and i had nothing to say to him as it showed he is completely doomed and would not listen AS his thoughts were any ways been ruled by a devil whatever ..

And thinking can make you the ruler of the world and you think everybody is your slave or are below you and you are the best and thanx to your imagination you loose all the touch with the real world as in your head you have your own world where you rule wooo huuu amazing thought but unfortunately only for you because for the real world you become the patient of schizophrenia and that is what you become if you don't control your thoughts ... and such unhealthy thinking have also helped in destroying relations and many other important thinks which we are so closely linked...

SCARY isn't it that one wrong thought and you are doomed for life and if you are among the not so lucky group then even miracles wont knock on your doors and now i think how i could have not done all the wrongs i did as i myself was not in my senses and believed in listening to my mind then to some ONE who was there with me with saner mind... i guess if we could think about the end results every time before doing something then we would have been sitting next to god and managing the world but unfortunately we ain't that brainy you see that is why all we can do is think and sulk after something wrong has happen but yes there are optimistic thinkers also who always fight the storm with there optimistic thinking cheers to all of them...

hope i never let my mind rule me ever and i never become the princess of some far far away land ... phewww freaky thought

anyways always have positive thoughts even if a tiger is right in front of you and you cant run away you never know you are alive even after the tiger haven't had food for ages and read my post lol ok sorry that was really bad one .....nyways
always keep thinking

love u all
ALWAYS

Megha

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

DESTINY ....... IS IT FOR REAL ????

Its been long now i have been thinking about it ... Is it actually destiny or something else... i mean my grandma always told me that when we are born our story of life has already been written and she said we are destined to do whatever task we perform ..hmmm so is it like we are puppets or we are actors who have learned there scripts very well and when are born its show time for us as we play the roles assigned to us by the creator.. i don't know i do believe that whatever we face in our life is our destiny but what i don't understand here is how are we assigned with our destiny ...what is the criteria ..i mean why is that everybody has a different destiny and sometime the most deserving one has the worst in his pocket and if it is true that our destiny is already decided than isn't it unfair that we are not allowed to choose for ourself ..how would HE who is said to be the creator would know what would someone turn out to be when grows up and on what bases he can decide for us.... well i was once told by my teacher that we always have two roads to travel on and we are the ones who decide which one to take and it is completely on us what we choose ....so if our destiny is already been written so we are just fools to believe that we have chosen the road but the truth is whatever road we would have chosen the end result had to be same because its already been decided ....so if we don't succeed in life than why are we blamed ...why do people say all sort of things ...

AND why do we cry when we loose someone and why there is a WHAT IF ruling our minds .. why cant we come to terms with everything ..if we know this had to happen then why do we feel so bad when things don't go our way and curse our destiny .... why is that we become so hopeless ... i don't know what is it truth or just some lie i don't know what my grandma told me was actually the truth ..but then if destiny cant be changed then why have i seen people changing theres is it that it was there destiny to change what was written for them or something else ....
i am still wondering ...

megha

Sunday, May 17, 2009

CRICKET .....ALWAYS BEEN SPECIAL TO ME

Cricket is a game always been so close to my heart and now that the IPL season is going on there is so much craze about it around me... well the truth is as a kid i really did follow the game and when i grew up i lost all the interest in it and it did come as a surprise to me and now again i am kinda started to like it and follow it ..well the thought was quite weird to me until today when i realized that the only reason i enjoyed it was because i was watching it with dad and he and i had so much fun while watching ..we used to bet on teams and had deals like who so ever looses cleans the house lol and i always won so poor dad had to do all the cleaning... and today after 10 years if i recount had the same kind off fun while watching cricket and then i realized how its not just a game for me its more than a game as it has always made me and dad get into our fun shoes and it has always been a treat for me to spend those special hours with him fighting,teasing,betting,and cracking poor jokes (both of us are quite famous 4 them)and much more as the fun does not stop and i love it so so so so so much.... i hope this bonding of me and dad never fades away .. no wonders people are so crazy about it as i am sure like me many people must also have there stories related to it ....
well all the best to all the teams i personally like DELHI TEAM (kinda bias u see ;))
always keep smiling
with lots of love and hugs
megha:)

Friday, May 15, 2009

HOW ABOUT SOME INTRODUCTION...

Its been 21yrs since i have started my journey of life ..hmm its been quite a journey till now .. born in the most loving family , made amazing friends , have some enemies but i guess its good to have some , visited places never imagine would ever go , have done crazy things with friends , experienced all kind of pains including loosing my 1st love ... well that was a experience in itself .. hmmm well love music and appreciate art , love the nature makes me go week on my knees its so vast and beautiful n so much to explore that one can never get bored of it..Admire my parents and love my sister , worship god .. i beleive in a higher power ... love basketball ... weakness 4 food ..love to cook and eat both .... and there are so many other things ... but will let it out slowly..

till then take care
megha:)