A cup of tea and an awesome weather

If today i sit back relaxed with a cup of tea and good weather to accompany my loneliness and put my life into a rewind mod what i see is so many things i have done which i wanted to do and then so many things i just did because it is supposed to be done and then comes things i always thought i would never ever do in my life and i see myself doing it ..

Now the question i ask to myself is do i "REGRET" what i have done , would i be strong enough to face myself , am i unhappy , is it because of my impulsive nature that made me do what i did or its just that at that point i had no option but to do something like that ... hmmm n the answer in my head was nothing but what i knew i would think and was not shocking for me as it said - i still love MYSELF as some times you have to take a different road which diverts from your kind of thinking but it is important nobody knows why but you just have to and that point i never understood why?? but now i know why . Well it was because i had to meet the people waiting to be met , visiting places to be seen , food yet to be tasted , clothes to be tried on , tears to just flow on my cheeks , pages to be written about all the painful or really crazy experiences .Well yes i do live on the extremes that is why it is either sad or happy moments no in between feeling for me.

Now do i regret anything i would say never as someone once told me we should have no regrets in life as when we were doing something it gave us happiness and if later it changed into sadness never mind you did enjoy it at first.

Welcome life with open arms and just don't feel scared of what would happen ..well if you trust yourself , love yourself , respect yourself and most importantly believe in yourself SO would the world....

SO Never let that smile fade away for any one as REMEMBER YOU ARE SPECIAL :*

megha :)

After a long time .....

I am writing after ages n i feel so weird ... nothing much have changed only that i have lost some and have become close to some . Maybe loosing that someone is painful but things just don't happen the way you wish them to as nothing is in your hands right?? or maybe its just the way i think ...just don't know .

Finally its my final year and i would be a graduate soon which is a new beginning for a new venture.Have a plan just ready and working hard on it but again really scared i am hoping it happens the way i have planned it to happen.

i guess can't wright more but will soon start it in a frequent basis till then have take good care .

megha:)