Sorrow in her eyes
I didn’t believe the first time I saw her
I could see it in her eyes that she was not sober
When I touched her hand she was all numb
I just couldn’t see all this come.
I just couldn’t feel her pain
Her life she said was game which she gambled away with no pain.
I had nothing to say.
She saw him die and just could not save his life
She felt the pain every minute of her life.
She held my hand and asked for a favour
If I could take her life and free her.
She begged me with her eyes to kill her
I was numb but had to free her.
I pulled the trigger and pierced her through her heart
She fell on the ground and her death ripped me apart.
If only I could tell her how much I loved her she would have been alive
With no sorrow in her eyes.

Something i wrote for some one who loved life after she died !!!

Wishing happiness for all.
Megha

MAIL...

I just got a mail from a friend TITLED –“FACTS TO MAKE EVERY INDIAN PROUD” well what an amazing mail. It just made me feel so proud to be an Indian. Well I always had this feeling in me but just a weird thought came in my head while I was reading the mail. HOW MANY OF US ARE EVEN AWARE OF THE MAGNIFICENT PAST ABOUT OUR OWN COUNTRY??? Well I am sure people are but one thing I am not sure is that how many people fall under this category of knowing our GLORIOUS PAST??

Well I fall under the category of youth or should I say “THE BRIGHT YOUTH OF THIS COUNTRY” and honestly when I see my generation all of us want to just run away from India and go abroad and get far far away from here and have a better standard of living and fashionable life styles etc, and the reason is well very easy to be answered by everyone – WHO WOULD WANT TO LIVE IN A POOR AND CORRUPT COUNTRY … INTERESTING isn’t it??? I mean we want to run away just because we don’t want to take the responsibility to make a difference in our own home THE actual place where we belong. We rather go out serve for others develop other people’s country and sit down in the evening with some friends and beer and criticize our very own MOTHER LAND brilliant isn’t it?? It’s like the line my history ma’am used to say every time –WE ALL WANT CLEAN HOMES BUT NOBODY WANTS TO DIRTY THERE CLOTHES IN THE PROCESS. But then why is it we are ready to dirty our clothes for other peoples houses?? Don’t you think that if WE were known as the “GOLDEN BIRD” once we can again get our title back... We were the ones who made India the richest country with our own potentials at one point of time then why not TODAY...

I am ready to dirty my clothes for a better tomorrow and YES I AM PROUD TO BE AN INDIAN ARE YOU IS MY QUESTION???

Megha

A cup of tea and an awesome weather

If today i sit back relaxed with a cup of tea and good weather to accompany my loneliness and put my life into a rewind mod what i see is so many things i have done which i wanted to do and then so many things i just did because it is supposed to be done and then comes things i always thought i would never ever do in my life and i see myself doing it ..

Now the question i ask to myself is do i "REGRET" what i have done , would i be strong enough to face myself , am i unhappy , is it because of my impulsive nature that made me do what i did or its just that at that point i had no option but to do something like that ... hmmm n the answer in my head was nothing but what i knew i would think and was not shocking for me as it said - i still love MYSELF as some times you have to take a different road which diverts from your kind of thinking but it is important nobody knows why but you just have to and that point i never understood why?? but now i know why . Well it was because i had to meet the people waiting to be met , visiting places to be seen , food yet to be tasted , clothes to be tried on , tears to just flow on my cheeks , pages to be written about all the painful or really crazy experiences .Well yes i do live on the extremes that is why it is either sad or happy moments no in between feeling for me.

Now do i regret anything i would say never as someone once told me we should have no regrets in life as when we were doing something it gave us happiness and if later it changed into sadness never mind you did enjoy it at first.

Welcome life with open arms and just don't feel scared of what would happen ..well if you trust yourself , love yourself , respect yourself and most importantly believe in yourself SO would the world....

SO Never let that smile fade away for any one as REMEMBER YOU ARE SPECIAL :*

megha :)

After a long time .....

I am writing after ages n i feel so weird ... nothing much have changed only that i have lost some and have become close to some . Maybe loosing that someone is painful but things just don't happen the way you wish them to as nothing is in your hands right?? or maybe its just the way i think ...just don't know .

Finally its my final year and i would be a graduate soon which is a new beginning for a new venture.Have a plan just ready and working hard on it but again really scared i am hoping it happens the way i have planned it to happen.

i guess can't wright more but will soon start it in a frequent basis till then have take good care .

megha:)

IN LOVE WITH BASKETBALL ALL OVER AGAIN .......

Its an amazing feeling when you have the ball and you speeding towards your basket and two defense behind you and you with your speed just beat them and go for the drive in and you shoot the ball and it hits the board at the right angle that BINGO its a basket and every body out side just can't stop cheering and that is the most amazing feeling a player can get ... the feeling of converting a basket and making the score high for his team.

Its been a passion for me for years now but no denials i did kind off stop loving my biggest love and yes reasons are many and don't really want to fill the page with all the depressing feelings but what ever the reason was i really don't think about it anymore as i am united with BASKETBALL all over again... OH MY GOD the feeling is like so good and refreshing i feel like the 15 year old girl who when for the first time held the ball in her hand she felt as if this is what was missing in her life and now the same but a bit older girl is getting the same feeling... I am re-living my life it seems but i am glad i am as i would get to play with the same old passion once again.

Basketball has been running in my blood for long now and has made me a better person and even if i grow old the passion now will never die because ITS NOT JUST A GAME ITS MY LIFE....

THIS IS FOR ALL THE BASKETBALL LOVERS AND YES NON LOVERS TOO....GIVE YOUR 100% AND THE GAME WILL GIVE YOU BACK MORE THAN WHAT EVEN YOU COULD HAVE NOT IMAGINED ...

SO I HAVE TO SAY THIS BASKETBALL ROCK'S

with loads of love and luck
MEGHA:)

WAKE UP MAY BE???????

Next level and every thing seems similar to the previous one. People come and tell me you haven't changed in years and i wonder what should i understand by that comment is it for good or for bad.I don't know what i want in life or where i want to be in 10years but still i feel confident that i will be someone surely someone who would be remembered.

Been living all my life with one thing by my side and that is HOPE some how it has always given me strength and i guess that is why i am still the same as my hope has never died and the day it will so will I. All my life i have waited for the wrong to get right , bad to turn good , hatred to love and people to come back . Its weird not much did change but still living with the hope that one day it might.....

Life is difficult i was told once but what i have started noticing is more than life being difficult its challenging and its completely up to oneself how we accept our challenge .

ALL I CAN SAY IS START YOUR DAY WITH A SMILE AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE YOURSELF AND ALL THE CHALLENGES WILL LOOK LIKE A CAKE WALK.....

WITH LOVE
MEGHA :)

LIFE IS LIKE THIS .......

SO MANY THINGS ... SO MANY PEOPLE .. SO MANY PROBLEMS .. SO MANY UNEXPECTED THINGS .. SO MANY FRIENDS .. SO MANY BEST FRIENDS .. SO MANY MEMORIES .. SO MANY SATISFIED THINGS .. SO MANY UNSATISFIED THINGS .. AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS AND HOW WE LIVE THROUGH ALL OF THIS.........

Complications in life is like food with loads of spice if its not there then life is so bland and it also help us know how capable are we to get out of it ourself and also helps us to understand people around us .

Friendship is the most precious gift , Family is everything cant live without them , Love is beautiful and everyone wants to be loved and cared about , Special someone well well we all wish to find ours at a go and wish for the most beautiful life, Happiness is all we work for and yes all of us want a happy ending.......

Dreams - we all have one or maybe many. We want our dreams to come true and we work hard for it also and face so many problems as nothing comes easy ...

Relationships give a smile on our faces as we are with the ones we love but same also give tears when they leave without saying anything or many times saying everything you could never expect they would say and make an excuse for leaving ...

Hate is a very strong word and they are very few people who you can hate but yes Dislike is a simpler version of hate i guess and you do dislike many on this planet.

Problem hmmmm well i cant say about others but problem is my really close friend as i am always into 1 every time and trust me at times its real fun and specially when you out of it and you sit and think about it you can have a nice laugh on it and sometimes we thank god for helping us to get out of it so it actually depends.

Thoughts ohhh now that is the best part we have so many and every one is special and different in there own way.

AND there are so many things we live with in this world and every thing plays a very important role in our life's even a tiny little emotion can change so much in our life ...

SO now its difficult for me to imagine how we actually live with so many things surrounding us and how we actually deal with them and just forget so many things that have happened to us as if they never existed one fine day and have no memories of them or just suppress them .

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND I FEEL LUCKY TO BE IN THIS WORLD EXPERIENCING ALL THE PRECIOUS THINGS LIFE OFFERS ...

MEGHA :)